It’s been a while since I have written on the blog and there are many reasons for it. I’m writing now because I’m on a vacation for 10 days because of Onam, a festival in Kerala.
Reasons
- School
- Bored Life (These days, I’m feeling a repulsion)
- Busy
I’ll explain :
- Since I have passed the 10th grade and is in higher secondary education, the stuff to learn increased. Even the though the subjects to learn have reduced to 6, the size of the books increased.
Though I love all the subject that I learn now (Physics, Chemistry, Computer Science, Maths, English, Malayalam), there is something that prevents me these days to study (Teenage shit ?).
- Yes, life has become boring. The fire I had 4 years ago (2011) has decreased gradually. Why ? I think it’s because of the tough 10th grade. Also, some teenage problem. There is something that controls me these days, a power which I don’t know. Perhaps this is experienced by everyone of my age (or do they ?).Back in 2011, if I had planned to do something, I had this fire in my mind to do it until I reach it. But, now sometimes I feel that fire, but after some time the repulsion force brings me down. I hope this repulsion force will go soon.
- I’m so busy these days. School, work and code. GOD ! It’s frustrating.
Plans
I have new plans to achieve and I hope I can do it. I’m going to get back the fire I once had. I will.
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